Feeling sick! Feeling unproductive!

 AAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!! ლ(ಠ益ಠ)ლ ლ(ಠ益ಠ)ლ ლ(ಠ益ಠ)ლ 💢💢💢💢

I've been sick for like weeks and it's been throwing off all my content plans!! I've got all this sh*it to edit and post that I haven't gotten to because all my energy has just been DRAINED. 

And because I've been DRAINED, my work has piled up! Now I'm OVERWHELMED! and due to personal lore, the reoccurring illness makes me DEPRESSED!

HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO LIVE IN THESE CONDITIONS!!!!

BORN TO DIE

WORLD IS A FUCK

所労 Kill Em All 2004

 I am trash immune system

410,757,864,530 WHITE BLOOD CELLS

Anguish, everlasting. Mine illness concurs for more than a fortnight. My head spins and my sinuses sizzle.

Although! I did go to that convention I mentioned! Shikkaricon was fun! still working on the content surrounding that, but we'll get there, dattebayo! 

Thoughts on my first couple live streams.

  HIIIIIIII! Sorry I haven't written here in a little while. I've been busy working on my yt channel trying to learn how to stream.

This last saturday I went live on my youtube ICHIGOちゃんねる and it was actually way simpler than I thought it would be. Hosting the stream wasn't even that bad. Going live from my phone helped streamline the whole process, although streamlabs is fairly limited. 

My set up was pretty busted. I was literally live from my basement with the tv in the back, but I think it suited the weird, older internet type vibe, haha.

Anyway, I had fun chatting with my friends, so I'll probably go live again Saturday.

.☙🕁♤🕁❧.